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This is a carry-over from forwrathandruin. If you've found this on accident, congratulations on being a good surfer. You're going to be bored as hell because most of it won't make sense. If you've found this because I told you about it, then there are rules that you will follow if you endeavour to stay in my good graces.

1) This LJ is for me. This is catharsis. This is the melodrama that every LJ user goes through at some point in their E-life.

2) You do not have to like it, you do not have to appreciate it, you don't even have to understand it. This is my spot, and fuck you if you don't like what I have to say. Nobody's making you read this. This is not FOR you, you're merely privileged to see it.

3) If you've seen this journal, it means I've let you into it. It's friends-only from the get-go. That does not mean that you talk about it to people who aren't on the list. Some people are specifically left off for a reason. These people are NOT welcome into these private thoughts.


--- THE PURPOSE ---

This is, as I said, catharsis. I'm usually not interested in things that would reduce stress because I'm a fan of just letting off steam as it's acquired. Unfortunately, circumstances up until the creation of this LJ (and perhaps beyond, if this LJ doesn't serve it's purpose) have left me with little choice but to either say SOMETHING or act on these violent impulses I keep getting. While the latter would be much, MUCH more gratifying, this is much more legal and less likely to cause even further problems.

This is not going to be friendly. I've had posts in my actual LJ that are a little mean or cruel or spiteful, but this LJ is created with the specific intention of getting all the dark little demons out of my head before they make me do something I'll regret.

This is going to be negative. It will be inflammatory. It will seem overwrought, unnecessary, pointless. Fine. If you don't like it, fuck off, as I said.

The posts here are probably going to be entirely complaints, dislikes, unfriendliness. You can comment if you want, or don't. Do whatever.

Just pay attention to the rules. I'm going out on a limb because I'm just enough of an exhibitionist that I want this to be public, in a sense. But that doesn't mean that I want to talk to you about what I posted here the next time I see you. It's a chance for you to get inside my head. That's it. It starts here, it stops here. Be happy you got to see at all. Or at least, acknowledge that you brought it on yourself and don't whine about it.